back from tioman...
nah...shes not gone from my mind yet...
after thinking....ahh guess its better to maybe step away...
i mean i could do anything he did for her anytime man...anytime...
but i know that whatever he does cannot compare to how much heart i have put in...
all i can do is just relax...be the Brice i always was and well maybe the spark could light up anytime!
everyone is emo all around me...
having their own issues...
we still ask ourselves...
we did so much...
but yet we have to be happy even when we get shit back...
why?
why do males have to be the ones to ask?
why do males have to be the ones who initiate?
so unfair....
lol...
talk about the balls we have...
they do no help...
they give no shit courage...
all they do is contain seeds of new life...
LOVE
TAKES YOU THE CLOSEST TO HEAVEN...
BUT ONE STEP CLOSER TO HELL...
WaLL.E!! Awww.. >.<"|3:12 AM|
Monday, June 15, 2009
BAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK from skate camp.....man living on pure carbohydrates for a few days can really make u tired.....makes it even worst when you cannot express yourself to the girl you love...when shes just within your grasp...she smiles at me with such a sweet smile to cheer me up when she knows im down...i truly deeply love you from the very bottom of my heart...
arghh...just hope its not 1 sided....
anw...lets continue from where i left off....yeap i got my new skates! FR1 with da new bearings =) haha have to thank miss cha for following me around window shopping for skate...muhaha just wanted to make her jealous only =P...Jking...pics of mi new skates are with her...haha she was going all gaga about it when i just got it...that day was really fun ^^"
well i shant elaborate what happened on friday nite too...really the story is really too long le...lol...
erm well skate camp...sometimes fun sometimes boring...nothing much to say actually...was feeling super unstable and tired throughout the whole camp...so i really could not be in my hyper state...SORRY i know i pissed quite a few ppl off...irritated a few...scared quite a few of em when i got really pissed with the McDonalds manager...but i din mean to okay? Thx John, Melvin, Cha Cha, Esther, Arion, Shee Peng and my GLs that make this camp more fufilling when the program itself was kinda....urm...._________....(fill in the blanks yourself)
Now im back from skate camp...well back since the afternoon...and i still cant stop thinking abt her...like...why didnt i make my move faster eh? When everything was good...when everything was a breeze... Why must i lose out....
come to think about it, its all up to her whether im her type...or not...
just sent her a sms...hope she replies it real soon...
When would be the day that i would spill the beans to her...when she would be able to give a "Yes" or a "No"...till then i will be waiting
WaLL.E!! Awww.. >.<"|8:14 PM|
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Another day of mass studying DB and DWA...well of course chatting and facebooking...haha
Today apart from all the studying...popo, gonggong, Uncle Sves, aunt Nely and YONG YONG my dear baby cousin came to my house to swim at my house pool! (seems like my house swimming pool becomes a free swimming pool for my relatives and frens =.=") well what can i say...haha i love having people coming my house ^^...
Dat little monkey Yong2 super notty nowadays lo...popo wanted to feed him porridge den he keep slapping her hand away...in the end it took my mom, aunt Nely and popo just to feed 1 crazy monkey! Geezz....lol! Me and Uncle sves was just sitting down there relaxing and enjoying the fact dat we dont need to go through the agony to feed him...MUHAHA...it so goes for my future wife♥....i leave the most impt job to you okay =D...lol...which includes changing of daipers eh =X....
haha took some very funny pics of yong yong...post em up later =D
Well about my FB status today...haha caused such a big craze with mi fav peeps...about common test being cancelled due to the H1N1 virus...i would run out of my house naked screaming....haha too stress from studying la... X_X"...
For today's msn chat...haha i talked alot of funny stuff with cha...so happens it was a coincidence dat both our cousin's were visiting today...for her was her grp of monsters! haha....well apart from dat...i was trying to find a time slot where i would be help her with dreamweaver...haha not that im very pro...but at least i have experience okay! Haha...alot more crap...helped her think of a internet security logo...haha i tot of putting a Anti-Smoking sign but instead of a cigeritte being there....put a trojan horse or something....HAHA i tot of that in like 5 mins? I have a making for a mass comm student okay! Besides cha...there was melvin....there was john...kahbeng...and many more....hahaha all mi closer peeps...
Okay pics time!
Yong2 having his ear's kiap!
WHOMP! (hahah all dat baby phats! >.<")
My almost full sg family excluding dad of course...steam boat at mi house! Taken around 2 months ago? I think...haha...Check out my and bros Medals! Pwn! =)
Dats all folks ^^....
Talking to her makes me smile from ear to ear...with her by my side...it would be heaven....AHH I REALLY CANNOT STOP THINKING ABT U OKAY! Yet you dont even know its you who im thinking about....hope i can start hugging you tight in the comfort of my warmth..............soon enough.........♥
WaLL.E!! Awww.. >.<"|11:13 PM|
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Lol i just come back to blog cuz im bored too bored from studying...while waiting for cha cha to reply....really today wan vomit blood from studying le...like and whole day 1 module only...DB still like blurr blurr....
Well life has been good with all da skating peeps ^^...really learning fast and alot! Damn excited...my devious plan to get my SEBA high has started and has been on going ...heeeeheeeheeee*evil smiles* i should be getting my HIGh next week or sumthing...really need it b4 skate camp....later go down there with rec skates...face even more red den this morning 2am....ahh shant talk more about the 2am thing...something personal...something i really hope can work...
So next week common test....arghhhh and i tot there wont be anymore of this crap when i come to poly....ARGHHH I SHOULD HAVE WENT DESIGN COURSE!!! ahh dang it...might as well get it over and done with....
STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDYyet when im studying images of her still go through my mind....haiz at least i know shes having fun today!
=D
WaLL.E!! Awww.. >.<"|10:10 PM|